I can't pretend it doesn't bother me, I feel alone and that its wrong to be,
so full of thoughts, it's like I'm caught up in the fog and that there's
more to see. Complacent in the state that I am in, a living thing so livid,
tin interior, I believe it's pouring in. The pressure as it builds inside,
when there is space the face you save will take the form of laws that you abide.
I can't pretend it doesn't bother me, I feel alone, when i'm at home, where is the
place that i can hide.

Safe from all the dread, safe from all that's said, say you're safe but
afraid what's in your head, afraid that nothing's there, came to think of a
day when i misread in the way that i mislead I am asymmetric,
unveiled to all the dead, as if they were overhead so you paid the price and I'll
Stay. I can't even hear myself weep, and keep emotions in deep, you feel me?
I feel weak, Tear apart the real me, cos really, it seems I'm pushing on a ceiling.
Understand the facts now, gotta learn to put the past intact and back how
I react to it all, picture that, from the fall, fill the cracks as I act out

I can't pretend it doesn't bother me, I feel alone and that its wrong to be,
so full of thoughts, it's like I'm caught up in the fog and that there's
more to see. Complacent in the state that I am in, a living thing so livid,
tin interior, I believe that

I've spent too much time regretting who I used to be
These walls are no more than an entity, the enemy
They've sucked out the energy, I'm exhausted mentally
"We're trying to help." This is the end of me
Every night I cried screaming. But no one in the house could hear me (sure)
Do you know what that's like? Fighting for your life when you're only just nine
Well, fine, I'll give myself just this time. i'll sacrifice myself, why? I'm
someone that is incapable of escaping you so I'll just embrace this white lie.

I run in circles all of the time
and ask why
So sick of sitting inside of my mind
but it's fine
My hiding spot was in the thought that I was more than this
A little girl with no intention of mentioning
That the million times she’s smiled, she’s lying to herself
“Why can’t I be someone else?” I’m crying for some help
Nauseous, but I hold it, I'm open for the role that I told you was killing me
You taught us, to be cold and, and to cope with, own it with the load of uncertainty

How long could it be, cos it seems, it was led to believe,
that apparently, I'm in charge, of my destiny
I run in circles all of the time
and ask why
So sick of sitting inside of my mind
but it's fine
I run in circles all of the time
and ask why
So sick of sitting inside of my mind
but it's fine